A Little Something

#1 A little miracle. When I were doing mooncake sales yesterday in church, after calculation around 1pm and I had only a very small amount of sales, I prayed to God for 15 boxes more. But my God is a God of miracle, when I prayed for a specific figure, God gives me not only enough, but more than that. :)

#2 When Shirley came to my booth asked about the mooncake thingy, she reminded me about CLT. Well, have to say, she made me more excited about the upcoming training. :)

My Passion

What's my passion? I would say is to do graphic/ slides.

I have been serving in preparing sermon slides for about three years now. I love the moment when I put the pictures and words in order to express the beautiful meaning in the lovely combination. I used to enjoy doing all the slides even it meant to stay up late. And, if I have to drag myself to do it, I knew that there must be something went wrong in between and I will have to do some counter-check with myself.

Throughout these three years, I knew that my skills have improved, but it's not enough, as I still have room for improvement, much more. But the thing that make me smile is that I have started off by doing it for Chinese church service, then I have chance to prepare for English one, and today, I have this chance to help Keith to prepare his slide which will be used on this coming weekend during their SOT graduation in CHCSG, even though it's only a 7 minutes short message. Such an honour.

I shall continue to improve. :)

Just Something

Erm... I am not sure should I write about this or not.

You said you wanna break the ice and you wanna talk. Ok, I stay back and listen to you. You poured out what you wanted to say and asked me to tell how I feel and be frank to share. So I started to tell, little by little. You interrupt here and there. And just about when I want to say more, you stop it and you said it's enough already, that's all.

I am not sure if you really want to listen to me or not, I really don't know. The word that you use, words that come out from your mouth, watch out,be mindful, it may jeopardize our relationship even more. I have only one request, if you really mean to build good relationship with me, it has to be done purposely, but genuinely and sincerely. I am sensitive and I can feel it.

you here is a she

CLT

CLT is the short for Cell Leader Training. Well, the name tells, this is the training prepare us to be a cell leader. Actually I'm kinda surprised when I got the sms from my CGL, Phoebe, telling me that she'll send me to CLT. Why is it so? Coz I knw that CLT gonna start in 2 weeks time and I didn't get any notice at all before.. half an hour ago.

Honestly, this is the 2nd time I got informed. The 1st time was.. erm.. two years before. There time when I were told the news, I'm indeed really excited. But the 1st time I didn't get to attend any training, coz the CLT was called off due to some reason. But now, CLT is back again, and yes, I am gonna attend it. I'm not that excited this time, but I knew I'm more prepared, emotionally and spiritually, after all that I had been through all these years.

Gonna be a busy month ahead. Well, challenge accepted.

Miracle

God is a God of miracle, and great is His miracle for He's great.

How's a miracle looks like? Erm.. It's very subjective sometimes. As for me, I thank God for His miracle last night. Just when we were in an argument, God speak to his disappointment and frustration through Dr Guy Peh in our special mid-week service. This is a real miracle for me coz I know if not for Him who speaks, that's hardly his resentment can be resolved. I have a God so great. :)

#1 I had a great praise and worship last night in the service too. The lyrics spoke into me.

#2 Great word of God through Dr Guy Peh. Rejection is protection sometime. God will make every good, bad and ugly to fit into His plan to do good for you. You will see it when you look backward.

#3 Have more and more good catch up with friends and members in church. I am now step into another season of caring. Care for others is something in my heart that I had once been tired doing it. It's God's restoration in me.

I Am Angry

Used to write all my hidden emotion in twitter as it's more private compared to facebook. 

But now have switched to here already.

I am in real anger today! Don't come disturb me or I'll burn you into ash!! 

Trust me, you won't want to get it from me.

The Hippocratic Crush

I love to watch this movie "The Hippocratic Crush", it's a story about doctors. 

But till now, only I realized how beautiful the lyrics are. 

電視劇《On Call 36小時》 主題曲
TV Series “The Hippocratic Crush” theme song

主唱: 容祖兒Performed by: Joey Yung作曲: 鄧智偉Composed by: Tang Chi Wai填詞: 林日曦Lyrics by: Roy Lin編曲: Johnny YimMusic Arrangement by: Johnny Yim

開首的一篇是某某出生
The opening chapter starts with someone’s birth
媽媽給寶寶奉上這一生 頭一吻
A mother dedicates her entire life to her baby, a kiss on the forehead
開端之後或晴或暗
What follows this opening could be brightness or darkness
怎麼走就像連續劇也欠缺安穩
No matter how we move forward it’s like a serial drama, lacks steadiness
或者　於某集我可抬頭欣賞到你
Perhaps, in a certain episode I can lift my head and admire you
或者　一轉念便要失去你
Perhaps, upon second thought I’ll lose you
或者　轉折漸太多　遺忘怎擁抱你
Perhaps, the twists and turns gradually become too much and I forget how to embrace you
或者　擁緊偏已斷氣
Perhaps, as soon as we embrace tightly, the breathing has already stopped

情人們一呼一吸相愛到底　結局或同樣
Lovers, with each breath, love each other to the end, even if the ending turns out the same
仍想將你我這幕　演得更理想
Still want to perform this scene between us more ideally
能修補即管修補　不要再想　再一刻人便缺氧
Go ahead and fix what can be fixed, don’t hesitate anymore, one more moment and it will be lost
熟悉的歌曲　等與你合唱 
A familiar song, I’m waiting to sing it with you
無人需要落寞的過場　前來鋪滿浪漫的過場
No one needs a lonely interlude, come forward to an interlude filled with romance

新一章怎可是你我分開
How can the new chapter be about our separation?
可否改寫得像你我當初還相愛
Can it be re-written like the beginning, when you and I were still in love?
只可惜上集難逆轉
Unfortunately, it’s too difficult to reverse the previous episode
傷感的下集仍然未播　我會修改
The next episode filled with sorrow has not aired yet, I will amend it
如果　當晚沒有分神來緊張佈置
If that night we hadn’t gotten distracted with nervously putting our feelings in order
如果　不必誤會再猜疑
If we did not misunderstand then suspect each other
如果　將對白說得平和　不加諷刺
If we had spoken our dialogue more placidly, without adding sarcasm
如果　真的可有下次
If there really could be a ‘next time’

情人們一呼一吸相愛到底　結局或同樣
Lovers, with each breath, love each other to the end, even if the ending turns out the same
仍然能拖緊彼此　走絕地雪霜
Still can hold on to each other tightly to walk through the dangerous snow and frost
如能重修好一雙　不要再想　再一刻人便缺氧
If able to reconstruct one pair, don’t hesitate anymore, one more moment and it will be lost
明知可一起　不要再獨唱
Knowing you can be together, don’t continue to sing solo
情人們一呼一吸相愛到底　結局或同樣
Lovers, with each breath, love each other to the end, even if the ending turns out the same
仍想將你我這幕　演得更理想
Still want to perform this scene between us more ideally
如能重修好一雙　不要再想　再一刻誰亦要退下場
If able to reconstruct one pair, don’t hesitate anymore, one more moment and everyone will need to leave the stage
多得你在場　多得我在場　天空也在場
Thankfully you are present, thankfully I am present, the sky is also present
演好這一章　呼吸太無常 
Perform this chapter well, as breathing is too unstable