雖然知道說可以是因為各種不同的原因，有時還是會責備自己是不是哪裡疏忽了沒有照顧好身體。
我只是想說一聲，謝謝你曾經來過，謝謝你陪我渡過了2021年的母親節。
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Monday, May 10, 2021
2021母親節
謝謝你陪我過這一個母親節！
雖然你只是來了短短的幾周，我只來得及做了兩張小圖與你爸爸分享你的到來，你就離開了。
當下沒有痛徹心扉嚎啕大哭，有的是心底那小小的失落。可是每每回想起又會有種鈍鈍的痛。
Thursday, February 11, 2016
搬家記事#1
又搬家了！
我身邊的朋友聽到我說又要搬家他們應該會很怕吧？！
自小，我就一直在搬家。從小到大，我有記憶開始，我跟家人一起搬過兩次家，換過三個地方；而我自己個人，加上這次搬家的話，總共搬了十三次，換了十四次的窩。一開始，我住在柔佛州一個小鎮，叫古來，直到我二年級。三年級的時候搬到檳城的大山腳，據說，這是我出生的地方。而到了中五的時候，我的家人搬到吉打州的雙溪大年。再後來，就是我離家讀書一直在租住不同的單位了。
悄悄告訴你，或許是因為一直搬家的緣故，很多時候當別人問起我：“你的家鄉在哪里？”，我都答不出來。長年累月的搬家，人累，心也累。搬家，尤其是這種跨州屬的搬遷，可不僅是個體力活，更是要調整內裡的心態，重新去適應身邊不同的人、事、物。長期的搬家及更換新的環境，也是促成我早熟及獨立的原因之一。可是在我獨立的表象之下，深藏著的是我內心的孤獨，以及對歸屬感的不確定。我曾經一度把自己比喻為蒲公英，在嚮往自由的同時，對扎根和歸屬感亦是極其期待。
或許，我的內心深處，想要的，不僅僅是一個落腳的地方，不僅僅是一個住處、一間屋子，而是有一個愛我、關心我的家人的家，讓原本冰冷的家(house)成為真正溫暖人心的家(family)！
在這短短的po文尾聲，讓我與你分享潘美辰作詞作曲，羽泉版本的《我想有個家》來騙騙你的眼淚。
《我想有個家》
我想要有個家 一個不需要華麗的地方
在我疲倦的時候 我會想到它
我想要有個家 一個不需要多大的地方
在我受驚嚇的時候 我才不會害怕
誰不會想要家 可是就有人沒有它
臉上流著眼淚只能自己輕輕擦
我好羨慕他 受傷後可以回家
而我只能孤單的 孤單的尋找我的家
雖然我不曾有溫暖的家
但是我一樣漸漸的長大
只要心中充滿愛 就會被關懷
無法埋怨誰 一切只能靠自己
雖然你有家 什麼也不缺
為何看不見你露出笑臉
永遠都說沒有愛 整天不回家
相同的年紀 不同的心靈讓我擁有一個家
在我疲倦的時候 我會想到它
我想要有個家 一個不需要多大的地方
在我受驚嚇的時候 我才不會害怕
誰不會想要家 可是就有人沒有它
臉上流著眼淚只能自己輕輕擦
我好羨慕他 受傷後可以回家
而我只能孤單的 孤單的尋找我的家
雖然我不曾有溫暖的家
但是我一樣漸漸的長大
只要心中充滿愛 就會被關懷
無法埋怨誰 一切只能靠自己
雖然你有家 什麼也不缺
為何看不見你露出笑臉
永遠都說沒有愛 整天不回家
相同的年紀 不同的心靈讓我擁有一個家
Monday, November 16, 2015
Awesome Pawsome Power-packed Week
I had an awesome pawsome power-packed past one week!
On the 7-9th Nov, we had our 2nd D Zone leaders camp at Flamingo hotel in Ampang. Definitely it's power-filled, special and memorable one which I wouldn't want to miss it at all. Within these 3 days, the presence God is so strong and I had encounter with God one after another. God had spoken to me that I'm liberated spiritually and draw closer to him. The prophetic activation is definitely a special session where we have the safe space to freely activate this gift of God and practice with it.
Right after the camp, I got myself a haircut at Amplitude by Lex. Got myself a fresh short hair look to usher in the new season in life, a season of total restoration, one that I gonna equip myself, upgrade myself, get myself engaged with others and launch myself out. It's not gonna be easy, but definitely worth it.
(more Amplitude photos at https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.993361090721939.1073741848.102851536439570&type=3)
And right after my haircut, after having a short nap, we rush to Desa Park City on a secret mission - Ben gonna propose to Sharon! We don't actually know how the plan is, we just went there and help. Richard help them with photos and videos. Though the plan not went well as planned, the good news reamins, SHE SAID YES! So happy for both of them, especially for Sharon of course. After seeing her went through all her heartbroken relationships, finally she's gonna step into the next stage of life journey with her prince charming.
A power-packed yet beautiful week I have isn't it?
On the 7-9th Nov, we had our 2nd D Zone leaders camp at Flamingo hotel in Ampang. Definitely it's power-filled, special and memorable one which I wouldn't want to miss it at all. Within these 3 days, the presence God is so strong and I had encounter with God one after another. God had spoken to me that I'm liberated spiritually and draw closer to him. The prophetic activation is definitely a special session where we have the safe space to freely activate this gift of God and practice with it.
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| We're so grateful to have Shirley to be our leader. Shirley, we love you! |
Right after the camp, I got myself a haircut at Amplitude by Lex. Got myself a fresh short hair look to usher in the new season in life, a season of total restoration, one that I gonna equip myself, upgrade myself, get myself engaged with others and launch myself out. It's not gonna be easy, but definitely worth it.
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| Lex in action! |
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| David said that I look 5 years younger. |
(more Amplitude photos at https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.993361090721939.1073741848.102851536439570&type=3)
And right after my haircut, after having a short nap, we rush to Desa Park City on a secret mission - Ben gonna propose to Sharon! We don't actually know how the plan is, we just went there and help. Richard help them with photos and videos. Though the plan not went well as planned, the good news reamins, SHE SAID YES! So happy for both of them, especially for Sharon of course. After seeing her went through all her heartbroken relationships, finally she's gonna step into the next stage of life journey with her prince charming.
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| Chilling in Coffee Bean Desa Park City while waiting. It had been way too long that I have lost count how long we haven't been chilling in cafe. |
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| Photo with the newly engaged couple |
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| Overdose with sweetness! |
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| The scenery is so beautiful not to take photo |
(more photos at https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.992272654164116.1073741847.102851536439570&type=3)
A power-packed yet beautiful week I have isn't it?
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