A Special Birthday Dedication Note

To the special someone whose birthday is on this special day - Nov 19.

This may not be new or original, but it's a note special written dedicated to you.

Knowing you since 5 years ago, when I first came to KL, to UM and to CHCKL.

• You are a good senior that brought me for nice food and nice places, it's such a privilege that I only get to appreciate now. 
• A good friend, brother, and leader that is willing to stay back, drag me aside, and asked me if I am ok, one that is willing to spend time to care and to build relationship with me. 
• One that give me advice when I was (and still am) going through my life, laugh and cry with me, being patient with me when I being disobedient/ make you disappointed/ angry, one that will feel heartache for me when I do something wrong that's hurting myself.
• One that keep in touch with me and share your life with me even when I was thousands miles away.
• One that is sacrificially driving me when I have no transport, to the extend that people suspected us as a couple
• One that never forgot my birthday, and won't be annoyed when I kept remind you of Haagen Dazz
• One that I can make fun with without worrying you'll get offended
• One that pick me up when I was so broken
• One that is hard to surprise
• One that is currently my colleague

The list can go on and on. Coz you are so into being yourself! And you'll never stop being a good friend, leader, and family.

I believe a smile is on your face when you read through the line. Just want to let you know that I am grateful for having a family like you.

Happy birthday Jen-Hann! May God bless you with His abundant grace and blessing. Expand and enlarge you to fulfill the destiny He puts forth in you. May God grant you the deepest wishes within you! Have a greater year ahead!

Letz walking down some memory lane.

My first Easter production with le senior. And Jen-Hann first acting experience I sipposed

The "fishy" look

2008 Birthday Sabo! SEJUKNYA!!

2009 birthday cake sabo

Though I can't make it to your convo, I make sure your wishes come true. And so it is! The BIG BEAR!

First POS experience. Kesian Jen-Hann the sacrificial driver to drive
ALL of us in this photo (except the two little children) home every prac.

2009 birthday surprise I supposed?

A rondom trip to Time Square beramai-ramai. Why you hide behind the bar?

Being 70's together

Wow! So "yeng"!

First mission trip wit le boss

The LEGENDARY experience!

Not forgot the reunion

Family portrait #1

Family portrait #2

It takes such a courage to be hold like this ON STAGE!

A man that faithfully serving with his voice

A boyfriend material? DEFINITELY! 

He's still single and available. Grab your chance today!

Random Note

Haven't been blogging for quite a long time. Wanted to, but either have too many things on my to-do list, or I'm just too tired to do anything. Hopefully I'll update this blog real sooooooooon!

I'm drained inside-out..

#Emo

I think I'm hitting my ceiling. BO-ing...

Not-so-good-mood Day

Had a fight today. Still having no mood.

New Chapter in My Life

Today marks my first day in a new working place, I am now a PRODUCT PUBLICITY SPECIALIST!! Sound so pro right? which in short is marketing exec

After much struggle, challenged by different speaker with different message, the calling of God etc, I finally stop complaining and make up my mind to change job, from a very free+easy job to a never-step-into-industry, it's life changing indeed. Honestly, I'm very struggle+nervous+excited for this new job, hopefully I able to catch up and be competent enough for this.

By the way, my new company is Winalite Biotech Group Sdn Bhd in Old Klang Road (and we are still hiring though, do contact me if you're interested). Do drop by for a lunch if by any chance.

The Gift

The gift is finally here. Yay!

What is this gift for? This is the belated anniversary gift.

This is a power bank. It's not-so-small in size and not-so-light in weight, but it's the small gesture of genuine love of Richard to me. All the while he had been talking about want to get a power bank, but I thought he's getting it for himself, which in fact he bought it for me! He said that the battery of my phone run out faster than his, so I need it more. But of course, it gonna become a shared property eventually.

想好好的写…

小时候开始，就有这么样的一个习惯，
喜欢看看故事，有空自己也会写一写，把自己所想的记下来。
不记得打什么时候开始，这一些小小的娱乐被自己给遗忘了…

现在打开电脑写这样的一篇小文，
主要是因为刚刚在佳礼看完了一小篇的文章，
作者字里行间文字的美，
在我的内心深处激起了一片片的涟漪，
让我想再次用心地去写下一段段的文字，
更想找到自己专属的风格，
来好好地表达自己。

每个人都有一个让你觉得心头发热的热枕。
似乎，读读写写就是我的心头好。
你呢？

And so he forgot the day

Oh yeah, while I were exciting preparing my gift and waiting for him to get surprised, HE FORGOT THE DAY!!!!!

It's so saddening isn't it? I know right.

The actual day fall on 15th April itself while we were still in Singapore for our short-get-away trip + CHCSG Chinese church visitation. While we just rebuked our friend (with love) the day before because he didn't give his gf a good first birthday after they got attached, and now it's his turn to forget. Indeed, on the day itself, I'm not sure whether he did remember or not, I'm planning to pretend that I forget when he wanna celebrate with me, but I had waited for a fine ONE WHOLE DAY yet not a single word of "happy first anniversary". Honestly, I feel a bit disappointed and feel like crying too. In between, I pretend to ask for some other things and ask him "where's my surprise?" yet he didn't get the hint also.

Nonetheless, at the end of the day, my gift for him is awaiting him inside his room on the table. And so, he said thank you and apologized to me at the same time. The fact is, he merely remembered it's these few days, he couldn't remember the exact day. Though he didn't forget to prepare gift for me (and the gift is on its way, shipping), I decided to serve him a public reprimand by posting up the photo to all Instagram, Facebook and Twitter.

Well, I believe he had learned his lesson, repented and he'll remember forever more. Muahahaha *evil laugh*

And yeah, I had forgiven him the moment I saw this face of him. Haha..

Le happy face ^^

Happy First Anniversary!!

First Anniversary

Yeah!! It's the FIRST ANNIVERSARY with my boyfriend, Richard Tan.

Almost forgot about this special day when we officially told the world we are together until he asked me to on leave on this date. And therefore started my plan to prepare him a gift. After thinking things through, I finally settled with the plan "Project Richard the Transformer". Why is it I name it like this? He transformed himself into uncountable different characters to make up my days, cheer me up, and be with me.

On this special day, I just want to tell him:
"Thanks for this one year of being together. We have been through up's and down's, laughter and cry, the good's and the bad's, and still stick together. Thanks for bear with me, accept me and love me for who I am, be my faithful driver, etc.... The list can goes on and on. Like what people always say, love is not finding the 100% partner, but two 50% person be together. Thanks for being my 50%, you complete me. I love walking this journey with you, hopes we can keep walking down the path together, can grow old together."

Pick up my drawing skill again after a very very long time.
Seems like my skill still there. Haha.. Hope he'll love them.

I'm officially a E46!!

I'm officially a E46 starting this month!! Being in the same cellgroup with my boyfriend.

I'm now officially change from a Chinese cellgroup to a English one. There are a lot of reasons and rational behind that made this happened. I'm really excited and undecided the time when I were given this offer. Because I were given offer to choose between two options. And according to how I know my leaders, I do think that she would like me to choose another one. Sometimes knowing the leader well may not be too good I guess. Can I just pretend that I dunno? Hehe But after much struggles and considerations, I finally decided and told my leader my decision. Although it's kind of expected one.

I have to say that, the spiritual atmosphere here is totally different for me, and the spiritual maturity and intellectual level, I feel accepted, supported and loved here. I believe I'm gonna learn much and grow a lot in this CG.

My God reigns and He reigns forever more. I believe He's gonna do a great operation in my life. Gonna prepare my heart for it. Excited with my new CG journey! It's gonna be awesome!

A Renewed Faith

I am beautifully and wonderfully made, and I am destined for something great. And I want to be one.

I am thankful to God that He shows to me who He is. I feel comfort, faith had been renew, and reassured.

I am thankful to God for all the wonderful leaders that He place in my life at different seasons. They are the reasons I am who I am today. They are the one who show me what is unconditional love, faith, righteous, and not-to-forget-to-mention "you're out of sight but not out of mind".

God is faithful to me, bless me with bountifully blessing+grace, even before I know Him.

I love my God, and I will love Him forever more.

By the GRACE of God

Random Post

Still up at this moment accompany my bf while he's doing the coming week Chinese service Edge TV script. Pity him, always busy, busy and busy, with a never-ending-long-listed-to-do-list.

As I can't help him any practical, so I support him mentally by staying awake with him. La-la-la-la-la la-la-la-la-la~

La-La-La-La-La

First February

This is my 3rd FIRST post in this beginning of the year. So what's about this? Dang dang dang!! It's Richrad a.k.a my lovely boyfriend's birthday!!

So you may want to ask me, "What's your plan?", "How do you want to celebrate for him?" etc. Well, my very first initial plan is going out with him, hang around, and have nice meals together. Then, I have a second thought to make a video compiling all our photos together throughout past one year. And then, another thought, his very desire deep within him is to have his CG members celebrate with him and come to his house. Therefore, eventually I pick up my phone contact Kelvin Yii, one of the closer Richard's CG friend, and start the secret MISSION SURPRISE.

This is a plan throughout January. Why? Coz I need to get people to write something for him, may it be some "love letter" (according to Gordon Ling), something good that they appreciate him, something meaningful, or of course birthday wishes for him.Who are those people? Those who are close to him, and meaningful to him. They are his best friends (as far as in Singapore), colleagues (and bosses), CG members, church friends, and of course, church leaders. This is the gift preparation part. How about the surprise part? The surprise plan is to get his CG member to set up his room for a surprise when he's home. But we have to change plan last few days when Richard have to do HTV shooting at the planned day. And therefore we decided to kidnap his car and get him to go for treasure hunt.

So how's the outcome of it? Was him surprise? Shocked? Happy? Touched? Sadly I announce to you, our surprise plan FAILED as he's rushing. Well, right timing is seemingly very very very important. Nevertheless, though the surprise part failed, the warm part is a success. He's indeed VERY TOUCHED seeing all the wishes, and AMAZED seeing the signatures.

What's the most difficult part in this plan? I have to say that it's to carry out this plan without him notice something is on. As we always stick together, it's difficult to do so. Yet, I manage to carry it on successfully while he's serving.Hehehe.. Indeed the most difficult part is to seal my own mouth while preparing all these. So tempted to tell him about all these. Not to forget those part like contact his friend, best friend, and last minute convert his empty cover to something meaningful. Hehe.

Thanks to all the people who contribute to this MISSION SURPRISE.Without you he can't be so touched.

The original empty cover. 

Cover transformation one: Crossword

Cover transformation two: Crossword

Cover transformation three: Starducks

How I wish to say that "It's a wrap!". But... but...
Mr I, when would you want to pass the last gift to Richard?

The First Week

I have a random, chilling, fun-filled first week of the year.

#1 Meet-up with the Best Friend
After much and much and much delay, we finally got to meet up at Centrepoint McD. We eat, chill, chat and update each other throughout the night at the beautiful date of 20130104. I kidnapped the girlfriend of someone at this beautiful date and he's so kind and gentle replied with this: "It is worth for you guys to have a wonderful gathering in this special day too. You two look great. :)". Well, I am really happy for my girl that she has such a good boyfriend. *Winks*

#2 The belated Chinese media team+lighting+sound crew Makan @Chilli Empire mall
Still remember that some of us got the Heroes' Award in our Christmas Thanksgiving service? The reward is a RM300 Chilli vouchers. And therefor,e here we are at Chilli having dinner together as a team. It's an awesome time eating, chilling and chatting.

He's initially being invited as partner, but now as HTV crew

The EPIC expression

The group photo

With my team @Christmas tree. #Chorusboard

The group photo #Chorusboard

My crew had became part-time lighting crew. They left the space for  their boss SK Ding

The crew @Console

Photography Crew

The sound crew

And the video crew

#3 Rare random night out @SS2 pasar malam
Pick up a random call from the big sista Xin Hui to go to pasar malam with the other like Pierre, Hui Ing, Fei Fun and Ah Weng. We had fun buying the food, eating, and chill together. Too bad Richard and Jen-Hann are way too busy with worship practice and can't join us.

First

Random thought to blog about the FIRST CHURCH SERVICE of the year, and also FIRST CHURCH WIDE PRAYER MEETING (CWPM) as well.

Have the privilege to design the FIRST sermon slide of the year, and I'm really enjoy and proud when the graphic turn up beautifully and gracefully. Hehe.. Have a look.

The Power of Vision

As for CWPM, I do enjoy myself praying in the hall. I feel the tangible presence of God, His comfort and Word. I'm indeed in the struggle to continue being a research assistant or change another job. I feel the challenge within me that God want me to leave my comfort zone, the free-and-easy RA job, and challenge myself to pick up something new and different. I'm destined for something greater. Don't stay average. 

In the CWPM, pastor asked us to draw the following diagram (a simple one), and write down our target to achieve a.k.a new year resolution in respective area, and pray for God's favor and approval for it.

I have written down mine, how about you?

New Year New Plan

Dang Dang Dang!! Here comes the first post in 2013. Originally plan to write this post in the first day of new year. Well, the second day is not too late though. Haha..

So how should I start? Erm... how about telling you about my last day of 2012 and how I crossover? It's a good night spent with Richard and some of his CG members. We had dinner together, random chat, second round in Khim's house, a meaningful sharing of most memorable moment + most embarrassing moment + most sad moment + the one most wanted-to-achieve breakthrough/ new year resolution in 2013. While I were sharing about the most memorable moment in 2012, certainly it's none other than being able to go official with Richard with the blessing from our leaders, the guys are like keep questioning me how it had been done, I mean how Richard had proposed to me to be a couple. Well, the question should remained mistery. Haha.. And, this special day was also a very special day for Andrew, being sabo-ed as a birthday boy!! Haha.. Above all, it had been a real fun, warm and meaningful time together.

Happy Birthday!!

And here comes the new year, 2013!! I believe it'll be a great year ahead.

I had spent my first day writing down my new year resolution together with the love of my life (while playing game), and also planning for this year 2013. We also joined the Chinese church worship team appreciation dinner together. Another session of chatting, sharing and eating together. It's a good time catch up with others. And during the games and appreciation session, while Richard is the lucky one to win a GSC voucher in the game, another lucky winner, Khim, blessed me with his voucher, so that Richard and I can go watch movie together. 

It's a good start of the new year. Nothing fancy or complicated, but a simple and nice day. :)